In Jesus terms in Christianity (and my understanding of them which feels inadequate) my behaviour is matching the description ‘wicked’ not ‘righteous’. I hold to His teachings, while ever trying to kerb that wickedness, in hope He will make me righteous and keep me righteous. But that wicked lack of righteous behaviour needs paying for and His blood on the cross, His death on the cross pays for that. Islam offers some of this information about this way of salvation but leaves out how that payment by the cross has happened. So it leaves you feeling something is missing.
