Do you think a lot about what Christian scriptures call gifts of the Spirit - also known as charismata - grace gifts? Maybe it worries you that if you continue to follow Jesus Christ you will come to experience such things. Focus on grace - all that it is. It is a way of living. It is underpinned by certainty that God won't let you down if you truly follow His Son - like Peter walking on water because he was told to do so by the Lord Jesus. How grace manifests is not so important as the importance of basing your life on it. If you fear the unknown then just remember it is Jesus who calls you to it. If you trust Him because of who He is then you will overcome that fear.
