Study Jesus Christ in order to believe in the One who sent him. Ponder his crucifixion for you. Ponder his resurrection for you. Let it inspire you with confidence in the Father who sent him. I do this, even in my sleep sometimes if the Spirit so leads. Maybe God will give you miracles to help you. Discuss together with someone on the same page and maybe God will bless your meeting with miracles and the Holy Spirit. Christ did die for you, after all. God is invested in you that way. Christ Jesus wants your sins to be forgiven and dealt with, having provided for your sins by his death for you. God the Father gave this investment in you. That means hope.
