Perhaps God does not particularly love you. Think of King David and King Saul. David never fell out of favour with God even when he sinned that one main time with killing the husband of Bathsheba. Saul on the other hand got so disobedient that God simply stopped all communication with him, breaking off relations. It is a lesson to us. There is no general verse applying to every individual because God is personal and sovereign and has different ways of treating people. Romans 9 says this clearly. My advice. Try to learn every command of Jesus and see if you are obeying each one wherever possible. Of course you cannot obey those you do not properly understand, or if there is no means or opportunity to do so. Try to be at least prepared to obey when an opportunity arises. God loves those who obey the commands of Jesus. Try to be sure you believe in Jesus too. Hard to obey if you do not believe. When God loves someone He saves the day for them when things go wrong. You get to know He loves you.
